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Comic update and an arrrgh. [Nov. 7th, 2009|02:21 am]
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[mood | *facepalm*]
[music |im in ur comic pages lookin at hot boyz]

*smacks head*

Good news: Starfighter has been updated!

Bad news: I FORGOT ABOUT IT WHEN YULETIDE NOMS CAME AROUND. And it didn't make the list from anyone else either. Arrrgh.
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Know why I never post on fandomsecrets? I like sharing my shame. [May. 2nd, 2009|08:22 pm]
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[mood | disappointed]
[music |elisabeth, "yami ga hirogaru"]

From the trailer, I wanted rather badly to see this film:



...and then I learned the one on the right is not a boy. Now I'm no longer interested.

Migod, could I get any more shallow.
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KUROSHITSUJI FIC: Dance With Me (Deathfic, PG-13) [Mar. 4th, 2009|08:25 pm]
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[mood | giggly]
[music |hetalia 6 (soonish)]

After Kuroshitsuji ep 20, [info]nimori said, "Now I want a fic where Sebastian systematically takes out the rest of the cast, and, and, y'know, pretty much any bystander that looks at Ciel for more than 2 seconds."

Title: Dance With Me
Author: Amanuensis
Summary: Sebastian has learned jealousy.
Rating: PG-13 for violence
A/N: Spoilers for the anime of Kuroshitsuji up to and including episode 20. Warnings for (lots of) character death. About 1500 words.

Lady Elizabeth is the next. )
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FIC x 2: Gankutsuou, Kuroshitsuji fandoms (Yuletide reveal) [Jan. 1st, 2009|05:10 pm]
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[mood | calm]
[music |code geass disc 3]

Yuletide was so good to me, in multiple ways--I was assigned Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo to write and I was given it as giftfic, too. And I really wanted to write Count/Albert in this fandom and with my recipient's request I was able to write just what I wanted as well, so, I was happy even before I got my own giftfic. Which turned out to be more Gankutsuou of the sort I wanted to read--one of those "subtext made text from beginning to end" pieces--but couldn't quite write myself. So much thanks to [info]hpstrangelove! And a lovely bonus mood ficlet of the same characters, too, from [info]mithrigil!

I'd also asked for and volunteered to write Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) and did end up writing a ficlet for someone's request, plus there was a Sebastian/Ciel piece (Lucid Dreaming) written that exactly met my own desires in characters, style, and delicious perversity.

Stories wut I wrote:

Fandom: Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo
Evermore
Pairing: The Count/Albert
Rating: Soft NC-17
Words: ~3300
Summary: Albert is in love. That's all he knows and all that matters.
A/N: If you know The Count of Monte Cristo in any form, you should find this accessible, as Gankutsuou is the same story, names and all, set in the future.

Fandom: Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
Little Sir Hugh
Characters: Madame Red, Ciel, Sebastian, Grell
Rating: PG
Words: ~700
Summary: "She sat him on a golden chair, she gave him sugar sweet/ She lay him on a dressing board and stabbed him like a sheep."
Lyrics to the Steeleye Span cover of the ballad Little Sir Hugh can be found here.
A/N: The idea of this ballad pastiche--a lady in monochrome, threatening harm to a noble young boy--came to me while watching the anime, and when WhiteCat asked for something about Madame Red I sat down and wrote it.
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The one for Christmas was a hoot too; hit "Prev" to see it! [Dec. 26th, 2008|05:57 am]
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[mood | overjoyed]
[music |I BELIEVE IT.]

If the slash lovers miss the most recent xkcd, you'll only have yourselves to blame. Go look; I'm not reposting it here because otherwise you'll miss the mouseover caption.
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As if the whole fandom wasn't writing Gaeta/Baltar for two seasons anyway. [Dec. 17th, 2008|09:26 pm]
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[mood | bouncy]
[music |BSG: Face of the Enemy pt two]

Look, I adored his character of Lt. Gaeta on Battlestar Galactica even before I learned Alessandro Juliani is also the English voice actor of L in Death Note, so my squee over Gaeta's revealed bisexuality is only a little shallow, okay? ONLY THAT SHALLOW.

Well, maybe a little extra shallow. &hearts
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DRABBLE (Code Geass): Villains and Cats, 276 words [Oct. 31st, 2008|10:16 pm]
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[mood | languid]
[music |cowboy bebop ep 7]

Small bit of Lelouch/Suzaku slash drabblage.

Villains and Cats
Pairing: Lelouch/Suzaku
Words: 276
Spoilers for the end of the series.

(Lelouch turned at the sound, saw...)
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My kind of Nirvana. [Sep. 30th, 2008|10:12 pm]
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[mood | content]
[music |Loveless OST]

Happiness can be defined as lounging on the futon watching one's favorite yaoi smut DVD (Boku no Sexual Harrassment) while opening suggestive online greeting cards from boyfriend (the dear boy composed Light/L roleplay just for me!), browsing a new-found slash gallery (CountxAlbert) on DeviantArt, reviewing a friend's rough draft artfest (Snarry Games) submission, while chocolate/peanut butter ice cream cake waits for one in the kitchen. It's been a good day.
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*humps MacBook Air* [Jan. 15th, 2008|08:46 pm]
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[mood | squeeeeble]
[music |"You've Got a Friend In Me"]

Am watching Steve Jobs's keynote address from Macworld 2008 (linked from apple.com, which I understand is breaking the internetz with the volume of people rushing to see it), and it's a Mac fan's wet dream. The thinnest laptop in the world fits in a manila envelope. Eeeeee. I wouldn't trade my gorgeous MacBook Pro with its 4 GB of RAM for that little thing, no I wouldn't--but, damn, it would be a fabulous accessory computer. I would get it just so that I could pull it out of my purse and show it off.

And Randy Newman is SLASHING BUZZ LIGHTYEAR AND WOODY. NOT MAKING THIS UP.
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Entertainment Weekly's Nov. 2 issue [Oct. 30th, 2007|12:12 pm]
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[mood | interested]

Some more observations in the world of American magazines. The November 2 issue of Entertainment Weekly has a couple of articles of interest to slashers, both sobering but with glimmers of hope.

Out of Sight, by Adam Very. Almost two years after ''Brokeback Mountain'' raked in $178 million worldwide, no major studio has greenlit a single gay film. What is keeping movies in the closet -- and what should Hollywood be learning from TV?


The discussion of the gay-themed scripts that are in development but are stuck in "development hell" will make you ache to think of them languishing. And there's also a sidebar showcasing recent films that should have been all about the gay subtext (300, I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry, Blades of Glory, etc.) but seemed to protest, "We're NOT queer," at every turn.

A Lovely Outing, by Mark Harris (one of EW's The Final Cut columnists; Stephen King is another). Why J.K. Rowling's revelation is a rare positive sign at a particularly bad moment to be a gay consumer of pop culture.


After all the "this is shocking, this is one step too much" mainstream articles we've seen on Dumbledore's outing, this is so uplifting I could cry. "It's often said that if every gay person in the world were to turn purple overnight, homophobia would disappear: In other words, fewer people would be inclined to vilify other human beings if they woke up one day and discovered that they'd been aiming stones at their college roommate, their aunt, their grocer, or their grandson. Statistics bear this out: People who have a gay family member or friend have more enlightened attitudes about homosexuality than those who don't. What Rowling has done, brilliantly, is to turn Dumbledore purple. She didn't reveal his sexuality in order to unlock a new way of reading the books, or as a provocation. She simply told the world that a main character in the best-loved books of the last 10 years is homosexual, and asked her audience to contend with it -- and with the fact that it shouldn't matter." And what's more, Harris subtly outs himself in this article. Go you, Mr. Harris.
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Had it been a different character, would you have been happier? [Oct. 24th, 2007|02:20 pm]
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[mood | tea and cookies!]
[music |something by Pachelbel which isn't the canon]

[info]themostepotente has a poll on her lj in which one of the questions asks, "If Rowling had chosen another male character [to be gay] in place of Dumbledore, who[m] do you wish it had been?"

I'm pretty happy with Dumbledore, myself. I mean, the most powerful wizard in centuries? The hero's mentor and most important father figure? (Yeah, I know, I still want Sirius to have been Harry's most important father figure, but that's me and my little world.) Deathly Hallows demonstrates that Rowling saw the books as being nearly as much about Dumbledore as about Harry (again I would have liked them to be more about Snape than Dumbledore but again that's another visit to Amy World), and for her to have crafted that particular character knowing that his sexuality leaned that way--well, yeah, I am pretty happy about that choice.

In fairness, sure, I'd pick Harry first. God, just imagine. Harry ends up kissing Draco Malfoy instead of Ginny Weasley. I'd have died of an ecstatic brain hemorrhage. Of course, that would have required a rewrite of the last two books--all to the good, because the Harry/Ginny romance remains gag-worthy (and not, repeat, NOT because it's het).

But I wouldn't pick Snape because I wouldn't want Snape to be "the gay one" all alone. It would suck for me, thinking, "Oh, great--Snape, the one who's sullen, dark, sneaky, grudge-holding, unfair, hated, picked on--let's get a few more negative stereotypes in here, shall we?" Shylockian, I would have called it. Whereas outing Dumbledore--Dumbledore, despite his not-so-pristine past and manipulative ways, comes off as fabulous. Stereotype, yes, but at least a positive one. Still stands on its own outside of that closet and happily kicks your ass if you protest. I mean, yes, I love Snape and imagine him as gayer than a treeful of monkeys but I want him to be outed with somebody, if that makes sense. In fact, by outing Dumbledore, it does call his intimacies with Snape into question. But by implying "Snape with Dumbledore," homosexuality would not be read as just one more dark aspect of Snape's character, done in this way.

Lupin, on the other hand, would have been fascinating. Imagine Rowling saying, "Lupin was not merely conflicted about his romance with Tonks because he thought he was too old and too poor." Imagine what that would have invited. Lupin got married despite having other leanings, became resigned to it after his son was born because it had brought at least one wonderful thing into his world. The idea rankles because it wears a little sheen of "reproduction good, so maybe gayness not so good" upon it--but it invites one to see bisexuality and homosexuality within the text even where there appears to be happy heteronormativity between couples. Loaded. Hugely loaded. But fascinating.

I feel about Sirius the same way I feel about Snape--don't let him be gay alone; put someone with him and I'd be happy. (Like Snape.) Yet it's not because of Sirius being thought of as a dark character, though--I wouldn't have liked the idea that he was conveniently killed off so that no one would have to resolve the idea of him being both gay and a parent/older brother/best buds figure to Harry. As if it were punishment. If he'd been paired with someone--Snape, Remus--then devoting that degree of depth in the story to two gay characters might have erased those "punishment" feelings. So it isn't just a good guys/bad guys thing here, in terms of whom to de-closet and what would avoid the negative stereotypes. Draco could have been gay and I wouldn't have winced. Lucius? Heck, Lucius would rival Dumbledore in fabulosity.

But I do like that it's a good guy, and a hugely significant character, and the most powerful wizard in ages. Yeah.
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But let's get a better name for it than Dindlewald, shall we? [Oct. 20th, 2007|06:50 am]
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[mood | gleeful]
[music |She Wants Revenge, "These Things"]

Sometimes the internet is especially worth waking up to.

Bless her. I've been shipping Dumbledore/Grindlewald since I read DH. And now I'm wondering how many of us will still be so eager to say "Author interviews don't count," without adding, "...er, unless I want them to!" which has pretty much been my stance all along.

And this is one I wouldn't have expected to see revealed in the text, either, because it wouldn't have furthered the plot, it'd've stopped it cold. No place to put it. And that's saying something in a novel as scattered-structured as DH, whoof. Hard to admit that sort of revelation--a theme that ordinarily would have made me squee--would probably have had me yelling, "Shut up already about Dumbledore's effing history, woman! You've bored me to death with it already!"
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Neutered? Gelded? Whatever. [Oct. 5th, 2007|11:00 am]
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[Current Location |dodging rainshowers]
[music |various disney earworms]

Am at Walt Disney World this week, and I saw the Finding Nemo musical show at Animal Kingdom yesterday. It was charming. I'm unforgiving on musicals; if the songs aren't good I don't give points for the enthusiasm of the actors or the sets. And the songs were good! I heard the first two lines of rhyme and was worried, but everything improved after that. Sweet, catchy, great puppetry, beautifully staged, and a well-compressed storyline--not bad for 35 minutes of show. The "Fish Are Friends, Not Food" number is arguably the best. I especially liked the giant puppet they made of Mr. Ray, which is mounted on top of a tricycle-like arrangement and the puppeteer's got up like the Wizard of Oz underneath.

They even salvaged something that I would have sworn wouldn't have worked--Dory's dreadful "Just Keep Swimming" ditty is turned into an actual musical number. The humor of that ditty in the film is that it's a stupid, tuneless piece of crap, so I would have said you'd screw up that humor by making it into a real song. But it works, and not only does it work, it's reprised by Marlin as he hovers over the consciousness-losing Dory after she's been stung by the jellyfish. It was pure Marius and Eponine, I'm not making that up.

Only beef? They castrated Gill, man. Or whatever it is you do to male fish. Gill has one song and it's all "we can do it if we act together," which, blah, is nothing like Gill. Gill's a cynical loner ready to risk others for his own agenda--or sacrifice himself for theirs. I had to go read my own fishslash fic to take that taste away. Gill/Nemo OTP, man.

(And, yes, a week at WDW always leaves me with the urge to write Disneyfic.)
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